i really adore others lifestyle. so carefree. fill with happiness. no troubles. kind of life. envy them. they're so lucky. or is it that i'm comparing? or perhaps my life is already damn good. or what so ever. damn bored. life sucks. getting sick once again. hate that feel. feel so freaking weak! my systems is breaking down again. damn u! arhh. past few days or weeks. spend quite alot. damn. my salary are gone. heels + covered + tops can't remember any more. i want to lead my life with no regrets. NO! i meant NO. i hate the life now. going home watch tv play com last min quiz revision chiong reports. i hate all this. it's so damn dull. can someone add some colours to it. i want my life to be something which can excites me to look forward for the next day to arrive. one that i can really get that band out of my hairs and screamed like nobody's business. doing all the stuff i wan to do. do anything with no limits. if only i don't have conscious or conscience. probably i could be god damn happy everyday!
oh damn! got sorethroat again! arhh. head school early in da morning. had loads of reports and case study as usual. damn! went to clementi wif huiz after sch. CLEMENTI CHICKEN RICE ROX! love their chicken arhh so tender. yum yum! head jurong library with huiz. it's girls talk! muahah. miss the fireworks! nahx. it's okie. no national day mood too! :( I MISS YOU
